Rabbit quited.

On the 9th April, she walked to me.

She let out the news just like that

"I think i should let you know, i just tendered my resignation"

I was too stunned to be shocked.

Not too long ago, i was asking her what and where she really wants to be. I was saying i do not want to be in a place, not knowing why i was there, what i was doing there.

I do not want to grow old and when my grandchildren ask me what i was in the past, i can only smile and say "i don know what was doing in the past years"

I remember rabbit telling me that she would like to be a host in the entertainment scene.

I remember asking her, when will you want to leave? and go for auditions? you need to be young to go for such things.

She told me that she will go as and when there is auditions.

As i was the one who keeps whining that i wanted to quit right from the start, we had a pac, that i wil not suddenly quit without telling her.

I said my deadline was December.

I asked her when was her deadline, she shrugged and smile dun know.

In the office, i asked her where she was going. Another bank?

She said yes.

From that day onwards, i left the office at 7 plus everyday.

During office hours, i could not concentrate on my work at all.

What is going to happen to her work?

Initially 4 person's work, to 3 person, to 2 person, and now to me? 1 person?

I am not superwoman you know.

And why should i stay if i don not want to? It was not as if i signed a bond or something.

Why should i continuously pick up other people's shit, over and over again.

It is not as if i am getting 4 person's pay for it.

I was pretty unstable, with resignation on my mind.

I told my boss there is only so much i could do.

I din care if i sounded pessismatic or unwilling to take on more job.

If thats what they should think, fine.

I am fed up of being responsible.

What did i learn from my 9 months of work?

Never think you can trust anybody in the office.

Everybody has a mask, some have many.

I have one too.