22th June 2006

No matter what I do, I will always be a child in their eyes. Maybe they just want to feel in control, to have power over somebody.

But just because I want to respect their feelings and thinking has brought me so much pain and tears. So I wun be a puppet any more.

You cant please everybody. I realized that long ago. The Prime minister couldn’t convince the entire Singapore population that he was the best. But what I wanted was just to please two person, and no matter what I do, how I prove myself, it is never good enough.

So I have made my decision. I am surprisingly calm.
If caring for another person’s feelings is so hard, then I just wun do it anymore.