went out to orchard where i got my levis jeans..

i wanted Marissa so i got marissa.. im not exactly thrilled by the colour.. but hopefully it will grow on me.. (anyway i do like it now.. heh)

to be frank i am not as excited as i initially was by the design..

so it is true as time goes by, the way you see things change..
also, don't rely on your first impression.
a good first impression does not translate into a true future impression.

felt guilty i was feeling abit glum when i met up with bren, sharon and yian..
felt that since they were celebrating for me i should do my part also..

but im just in neutral gear..
which goes to show when im in neutral, others will think im feeling down.

which means, my normal mode means a chirpy green monster.

but everybody happiness began to rub off me and my mood became lighter. =)

felt guilty again when i had to go home earlier to "cut cake".

well, everybody's burning question (quote jac: logical question to ask) was:
"why din u cut it in the morning?"

my response: "nobody is at home."

but for those who are interested, my mom was asleep when i return AND someone had already eaten a piece of the cake.

so my dad just lit the candles and i made my wishes. standard wishes for everybody's health and happiness.

oh anyway i think the cab driver is "taking me for a ride". he told me AYE was going to take very long and he asked me where should he turn out, how to go blah blah blah.

my response? "eh.. i don't know. i just know i want to go st 42 jurong west"
and the fare was $10.80.
the thoughts running through my mind was: "slow down, slow down!!"
i think the uncle meddled with his meter cuz it jumped 40cents when we stopped at the traffic light.
maybe it jumps at 20cents evrytime.

whatever.

anyway i bought a can of beer on my way home.

just wanted to do something different, perhaps outrageous to celebrate my 21 years of age.
so i drank finish the whole can. 330ml.

ya ya i know it isn't alot. but it is my first completed can of beer. i was pretty afraid i will get drunk so i took small mouthful at first.
all the while i keep lookin into the mirror to see when my face will turn colour.

towards the end i started drinking large mouths at a faster speed.

that did it. i suddenly felt so dizzy and my eyes so heavy. but i was proud. so i took a picture using my handphone of the beer. heinekeins.
but i think i was too tipsy to remember to save the picture.

so i went off to bed.

anyway the complementary magazine that came with leivs has sth interesting.

1. Ex boyfriends are important. Don't ever forget them because they are physical manifestations of all the stupid things you did. Not letting go of them, however, is just proof of how stupid u still are.

2. We try new things not to find out who we are - we do it to find out who we're not.

3. We all want our way. None of us actually get it.

4. Love your friends like family because they are.

5. Life is bigger than just the sum of your problems.

6. You do count.

7. There is no shame for being complicated. There is no medal for it either.

8. You never truely own someone, and neither should you try to. You love them and that's as much as you can do.

9. A little bit of happy can make a lot of sad so much better.

10. It is better to tell someone you think they are wrong than to act on silent resentment.

11. You own it to the person you care about to be brutal.

think i am still drunk now..

happy new year =)